tempt

`No servant can serve two masters. Either he will hate the one and love the other, or he will be devoted to the one and despise the other. You can not serve both God and money. ` Luke 16:13

I find myself worshiping my other master. And well at times that other master can be enjoyable, it provides me with temporary satisfaction, so why do I love a master who doesnt love me back, in fact its one that harms me.

I want to serve my Creator, the one who died for me, who gave his life for me, becuase he loves me. I want to draw closer to Him. Why am I finding it so difficult. Day by day I find myself growing nearer, I wish I just was though, I wish it wasnt something I had to work for. I long to be in my Fathers arms.

Words cant express how I feel sometimes, I dont even know how to write about it. I feel so overwhelmed when I think about the love I have been given, the grace that is for me.

Shalom