me in 103

1. real name - Ashley Ann Isaac
3. single or taken- Single
4. zodiac sign - Sag
5. male or female - Female
6. elementary - Captain Meares Elementary
7. middle - none 
8. high school - Captain Meares Secondary/PMSS
9. eye color - green
10. hair color - dirty blond
15. are you a health freak - not so much
16. height - 5' 6
18. do you like yourself - most of the time
19. piercings – Ears, and nose
20. tattoos - singular
21. righty or lefty - Righty

FIRST
22. first surgery - none! thankgoodness
24. first best friend - Samantha Streicker
25. first award - reading, i think, those were the days lol
26. first sport - Swimming
27. first pet - Buddy
28. first vacation - i dont remember
30. first crush - Dave Eamer

CURRENTLY
49. eating - nothing
50. drinking - nothing
51. I'm about to - go to bed
52. listening to - my fridge and me typing
53. waiting for- my eyes to droop
54. wearing - nothing

FUTURE
55. want kids - maybe
56. want to get married - Yes
67. careers in mind- i have no idea

WHICH IS BETTER WITH THE OPPOSITE SEX
68. lips or eyes - lips
69. hugs or kisses - hmm kisses are good, but I love hugs too
70. shorter or taller - taller
71. tan skinned or light - darrrrrrrrk
72. romantic or spontaneous - a lil bit of each
73. dark or light hair – Dark
74. muscular or normal - lol whats normal?
75. hook up or relationship - depends on the season ;)
76. similar to you or different - variety is the spice of life
77. trouble maker or hesitant -troublemaker, but responsible

HAVE YOU EVER
78. kissed a stranger - Yes
79. drank bubbles - does champagne count??
80. broken a bone - yep, both my arms.. 
81. climbed up a tree - Yes
82. broken someones heart - :(
83. turned someone down - yes
85. liked a friend as more than a friend - Oh Yes

DO YOU BELIEVE IN
86. yourself - most of the time
87. miracles - absolutly
88. love at first sight - maybe?
89. Santa Claus - lol no, but he is dreamy
90. Sex on the first date - lol do i believe in it?? what a weird question
91. angels - Absolutely

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY
92. Is there 1 or more people you want to be with right now? Yes
LASTS
95. Text message - Oliver
96. Received call - Sandra
97. Call made - Family
98. Message on facebook - Desmond
99. Missed Call - Work
100. Person you hung out with - Grace
101. You hugged - Karsten
102. You talked to - Sandra
103. Said i love you to - my mamma

Well that wasted 10 mins of my life :)

one: Who are your last 4 texts​ from?​

Garreth and Jay two: Where​ was your default picture taken​?​ dont have one three​:​ What'​s your middl​e name?​ Ann four:​ Whats​ your curre​nt favorite color​?​ blue! like the ocean and sky

five:​ Does your crush​ like you back?​

haha no crush`s six: What is your curre​nt mood?​ horny seven​:​ When is your birth​day?​ december 9th eight​:​ What color​ shirt​ are you weari​ng?​ grey nine:​ If you were going​ on a Reali​ty TV show,​ which​ one would​ it be? Big Brother? lol ten: Are you imagi​ning anyon​e naked​ right​ now? yep eleve​n:​ Did you ever sneak​ into an R rated​ movie​?​ haha no twelv​e:​ Ever had a near death​ experience​?​ yea, pneumonia when i was younger thirt​een:​ Somet​hing you do a lot? masturbate fourt​een:​ How old will you be in 12 month​s?​ 24 fifte​en:​ Do you want to see someb​ody right​ now? yea sixte​en:​ How many pierc​ings?​ 5 seven​teen:​ When was the last time you cried​?​ a few weeks ago when I was sick eight​een:​ Who would​ you do anyth​ing for? My family ninet​een:​ Who is your hero?​ my mom! twent​y-​one:​ Ameri​can Pie or Super​bad?​ no thanks twent​y-​two:​ What'​s your bigge​st fear?​ the dark twent​y-​three​:​ Are you in love?​ no twent​y-​four:​ Would​ you ever take one of your ex's back?​ yea twent​y-​five:​ What are you going​ to do tonig​ht?​ work :( twent​y-​six:​ what was the first​ thing​ you said this morni​ng?​ ugh, I cant believe my boss woke me up! twent​y-​seven​:​ Speak​ any other​ langu​ages?​ german twent​y-​eight​:​ Whats​ your favor​ite smell​?​ fire! the ocean thirt​y:​ Have you ever been kisse​d in the rain?​ yea thirt​y-​one:​ Do you like rain?​ love it! thirt​y-​two:​ What are you think​ing about​ right​ now? you! thirt​y-​three​:​ What shoul​d you be doing​ right​ now? showering thirt​y-​four:​ Whats​ your favor​ite memor​y?​ growing up:) thirt​y-​five:​ What are you liste​ning to? the tv! thirt​y-​seven​:​ Who was the last perso​n you yelle​d at? Im not sure, I dont do alot of yelling thirt​y-​eight​:​ Do you have a best frien​d?​ yea thirt​y-​nine:​ who is the last perso​n you said i love you too? My Mom forty​:​ Who is the last perso​n that made you smile​?​

my co worker:)

Its been such a long time since  I have blogged anything. I really have nothing new or exciting to post, nor anything important to say.

I have spent the past few weeks working as a supervisor at the Panago call centre which has really turned out to be a big test of my patience and is definitely nothing worth writing about.

David moved to Alberta to start Bible college, hard to believe he is out of the house and Grace is the only one left. Ive been feeling rather apathetic about life lately and am trying to break out of that cycle but I dont really know how to escape the misery. I think in order to get the joy back in my life I really need to focus more on my relationship with Christ and actually getting physically active. So I decided once my income becomes a little more steady im gonna join the gym. Ya, I could work out in the outdoors. But I prefer to be in the gym:)

Well I have nothing else to write, just wanted to make a mark in my blog.

John 15:5

I am the vine; you are the branches. If a man remains in me and I in him, he will bear much fruit; apart from me you can do nothing. John 15:5

I started the Experiencing God Bible study today. I went to Daniels baptism on Sunday, it was a really emotional day, and my motivation for picking up the old bible. Of course becuase of the enormous change that Dan has made in his life. It was amazing to see how humble and honest he was before the congragation when he was doing the traditional baptismal questions. I really admire the Joy he has found in the Lord. It was also emotional becuase I realized how much I miss that traditional sunday church service. I could feel the love of Christ in every inch of that room, they sang with such passion. I have had some bitterness against the church but I really feel like the Lord has released me of that. I felt so overwhelmed with Jesus, the good kind of being overwhelmed:P, I want to fall in love with my Saviour again. I want to live a life that is honoring of him. I want to trust in him.

John 15:5 really sticks out to me, without HIM, I can do nothing! NOTHING! but with Him, I can bear much fruit. So today I am making the choice to remain in Him. I want to stop worrying about my future and trust that God knows whats going on in my life.

tempt

`No servant can serve two masters. Either he will hate the one and love the other, or he will be devoted to the one and despise the other. You can not serve both God and money. ` Luke 16:13

I find myself worshiping my other master. And well at times that other master can be enjoyable, it provides me with temporary satisfaction, so why do I love a master who doesnt love me back, in fact its one that harms me.

I want to serve my Creator, the one who died for me, who gave his life for me, becuase he loves me. I want to draw closer to Him. Why am I finding it so difficult. Day by day I find myself growing nearer, I wish I just was though, I wish it wasnt something I had to work for. I long to be in my Fathers arms.

Words cant express how I feel sometimes, I dont even know how to write about it. I feel so overwhelmed when I think about the love I have been given, the grace that is for me.

Shalom

I said no

I know I havent posted much lately, busy with christmas and pretty much just laziness in typing. Not sure why since Im on msn way to much. I guess its just forming thoughts and putting them together in sentences is what gets to me. Lol.

I said no tonight, it wasnt easy but it needed to be done and I feel really good about the decision.

Tonight Im very grateful for my friend and neighbor Jen. She is always there to encourge me and call me out when I mess up.

Please keep mother and child safe and healthy tonight Father, for you who read this please keep them in your prayers.

Tis the season!

I recently went to see The Nativity Story in theatres. I was kind of skeptical going into it because biblical movies tend to be manipulated in order to appeal to the secular world. This one wasnt, I felt that it was really accurate to what we know of the story. Id talk more about it but I know a few people who read this want to see it so Ill wait till they do!

I am kind of disappointed with myself , I had hoped to be devoted to blogging, but as life may have it, I havent had time or motivation to sit down and record.